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Genesis Rhapsodos ([personal profile] recitings) wrote2010-09-18 03:55 pm
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[SC] Ten Years Ahead [Genesis + Clovis]

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice


It had been about a year or so since Genesis disappeared with Vergil. Genesis couldn't tell. He had stopped watching the time since his Meister had gone away from him. With a mission ending in failure, he couldn't bring himself to return to Shibusen, seeing that it was a losing battle.

Yet, he did see Vergil while he roamed. And it was then he decided that it was time to see what he could do in the war once more.

He thought about who to see first there on the other side. He didn't want to see Date again just yet as it wasn't sure if he was really going to contribute to the battle on Shibusen's side once more. Near, to him, was a little more like a business partner than a trusted friend most of the time. Which... perhaps left only one person.

Clovis.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-11-21 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
Clovis enjoyed acting as a bit of a tour guide for Genesis. To show him what had become of Shibusen since he had been gone. He thought of taking him also by the mural that he had painted in honor of those that had been lost, but he remembered that his love's face was on it, and it would not do to show him such until his face and form was painted over.

Pulled in close to Genesis, he stared up at him in mild confusion. The confusion faded to amusement as his thoughts went to sewing the man a jacket those years ago. "Yes, I would love to do so." Something nice. Something to mark now living with them now.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-11-21 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
"I do, when I can." He laughed softly. Yes, he always tried to find times to get out all the worry and nervousness that would pile upon him from going out in the desert to get supplies and just the oppressive feeling that the war gave.

Yet, it was very odd that at this moment that he did not feel those sorts of worries. That it almost did not feel like they were in a war -- one that he was aware that they were losing. His head bowed slightly, but as he did so, he caught sight once more of their held hands and he regained his smile.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-11-21 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
Hm. Did Genesis sense his thoughts and was consoling him? His smile softened just a little bit as he paused by some bits of jewelery while walking with his love. Inexpensive and plain in the appearance, but he did halt all the same at the sight of the rings on display. His hand rose to lightly touch his chin as he stared at them.

"Huh?" Pulling his gaze away from them, he went through the question half-heard and responded easily. "Red, of course."

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-11-21 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Clovis had looked up to Genesis there, looking somewhere between embarrassed and surprised that he was caught at what he was doing. There did seem to be very little point in hiding it, though. He nodded once. "Mmn, I was."

A soft laugh. "It seems silly, but I did want to get some."

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-11-24 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
"It would be." A brief moment of surprise. "You mean that you don't know it?" He wondered briefly how it was that people in Genesis' world carried out such things in marriage. Clovis resisted covering his face as he felt very ridiculous suddenly.

"Well, you wear it on this finger," He tapped lightly on his love's left ring finger. "It just means that you are ... you belong to someone."

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-11-26 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
Clovis did laugh just a little as he wondered how he looked just now. Becoming so overly sentimental over rings, he shook his head lightly. "I would like them, yes, but I worry that it might also become a heavy weight for you."

Should I fall in battle or while I am out gathering supplies. He does not say since he had been drunk on those wondrous feelings of seeing him, of being with him, of every moment that they had been together. To mention it now, it seemed to ruin that happiness, even if he brought it up only in his thoughts. Of course, despite those thoughts, he still could not stop himself from smiling or the warmth that he felt in his heart.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-11-26 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
His gaze was fixed on the rings, but he turned his head back toward Genesis at the end of his love's words. Eyes widened just a little, he was surprised that he knew that it was that was bothering him. His shoulders did drop a little as his smile became that much softer, more affectionate.

Of course, you are the one who is able to cast aside that which frightens and worries me so easily. That is why I will always continue to search for you when I am weak. Bringing Genesis's hand up to rest against his chest over his heart, he nodded. "Then, I would like them very much, please."

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-11-26 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh." Of course.

He held his hands up lightly before pulling out his own money. "I'll get them, then." Yes, he was a little embarrassed as well to have forgotten something like that. It seemed like he was becoming just a little more foolish around Genesis, still, he could not help himself from being so.

And he laughed very softly at himself before walking to the counter to do just that.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-11-26 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
Clovis smiled at the rings in his hand, noting that they did not feel as heavy as he would have thought. Lighter, maybe? From what Genesis said? He returned to the other's side, and stared up at him in minor confusion.

"A job?" He hummed. "There is plenty that is needed in Shibusen. I'm certain that you can find anything." And one that is far away from the battlefield. A slight pause as he took Genesis's hand to slip the ring on first. The conversation, or rather whatever else he would say, it died as he stared at the ring in place.

His face warmed a little before he could not stop himself. He leaned up to Genesis, his hands set on the man's chest to steady himself, as he whispered into his ear. "I know that we are not finished, and there is a lot to discuss still, but can we go back?" His grip on his love's shirt tightened just a little as he finished his question.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-11-27 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
Clovis lowered his head as they walked back, almost like he was in trouble. He did think that he should feel ashamed of himself -- becoming so just at the sight of the ring on Genesis's hand. The urge to cover his face with one hand came and was accepted, trying to hide how red his face was as he went. Do try to control yourself a little better.

It was not the same voice as the one that had brought him so discomfort as it was one that was trying to remind him not to be so much into the wish to taste more of what Genesis had offered before. He made a soft noise into his hand, but shook his head without looking up in case he had been looked at that time.

"All things should be in moderation, shouldn't they?" He finally asked aloud, unable to keep himself from asking now.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-11-28 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
"A touch of excess." Clovis repeated the words carefully, thoughtfully. Would my body actually be able to-- Still, he really could not seem to help himself in wanting more. The warming feeling burned his neck just a little as he confessed it only to himself. He lightly chewed on the tip of his finger as before when he remembered what it is that he said about not wanting to be seen as lustful. And I am breaking my own wish.

Still, he couldn't not tell him. They were promised to one another. Even if those were shameful thoughts -- his hands lightly wrapped his arms around his waist to draw himself closer still -- it would be all right to tell him. "Mmn, yes, I will." Clovis nodded once, leaning up to kiss Genesis lightly.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-12-01 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
It was strange -- how empty (lonely?) his hand felt without Genesis holding it. How the rest of him felt that way without him. His gaze once more slipped off to the side, as he did realize that they were inside and had to say what it was that he wanted. It was not so much shyness or embarrassment that made it difficult to speak, but those feelings that he had locked away for so long that were bothering him now.

"It's strange, but when I saw the ring on your finger," Clovis let out a soft sigh -- calming himself -- before continuing, "I would -- no, you should have me, again." He flipped his hair over his shoulder, as he felt that he should sound a little more sure of himself. If he continued to sound so gentle, so weak, it would end up annoying even his own sensibilities. Even if he wasn't experienced, even if he was scared of his own actions, he should at least have some conviction in them.