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Genesis Rhapsodos ([personal profile] recitings) wrote2010-09-18 03:55 pm
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[SC] Ten Years Ahead [Genesis + Clovis]

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice


It had been about a year or so since Genesis disappeared with Vergil. Genesis couldn't tell. He had stopped watching the time since his Meister had gone away from him. With a mission ending in failure, he couldn't bring himself to return to Shibusen, seeing that it was a losing battle.

Yet, he did see Vergil while he roamed. And it was then he decided that it was time to see what he could do in the war once more.

He thought about who to see first there on the other side. He didn't want to see Date again just yet as it wasn't sure if he was really going to contribute to the battle on Shibusen's side once more. Near, to him, was a little more like a business partner than a trusted friend most of the time. Which... perhaps left only one person.

Clovis.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-16 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
"Mm. I will." Clovis nodded mutely at first. His mouth opened as a soft sound that sounded vaguely confused slipped out, and rose his hand automatically to stifle any other noises. He was able only to redirect so that he could touch either side of Genesis's face, never getting tired of feeling it, of feeling just a little braver in doing so.

Of course, his arms quickly went to wrap around the man's shoulders. He brought himself up close to rest his forehead against the other's, moaning in a way that he thought was actually quite pathetic as his hips thrust into Genesis's hand, rubbing more against him in the process. Clovis did try to keep his eyes open to look fondly at him, but found that he couldn't.

It's all right. It's all right. Telling such to the neurotic thoughts that almost wanted to pull away and apologize for being so shameful. It's all right to show this side to him, right? "Genesis."

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-17 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
"But I..." Clovis couldn't finish what it was that he wanted to say as he softly tried to tell Genesis that he couldn't stop thinking. His mind constantly reminding him of how good everything felt, repeating the man's words of before specifically those specific three. He really could feel his love with each touch and kiss.

Pressing his lips together, he did try to quiet his moaning just a little. It didn't help much as he lost hold of his bottom lip with his teeth at the command. I always want you. The prince took a moment realizing that he hadn't said that aloud, still moaning and whimpering rather than making real words. "Yes, I want you ... I've always wanted you."

It wasn't a lie. It wasn't just to appease. His arms tightened a little more around Genesis's shoulders, tipping his head back just a little more. "Do ... do I? I..." He shook his head a little as he tried to talk to him properly, like he could. How can Genesis--?

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-18 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Clinging onto him tighter, his arms wrapped around Genesis to hold him as close as he could. Yet still it didn't feel like they were close enough for him. His head fell back against the mattress, messing his hair up a little more. He wanted to be quiet, and had succeeded just a little bit before, but now he was moaning loudly with each thrust of his hips. More, more. His eyes closed as he wasn't sure if those words were slipping out of his mouth or not.

His hands came to run his fingers through Genesis's hair, turning to press his face against his own knuckles. "Yours. I want to be yours forever." Hadn't he said so before? It was strange that he couldn't remember. His mind becoming that much more hazy as he was sure that he felt his release would be soon. But he almost didn't want it. It seemed like it was too fast for him. For someone who never touched himself, never did anything of this nature, it couldn't go on as much as he wanted it to.

But, it really felt like paradise as he was, the sweet pleasure of his love having him like this, and he didn't want it to end. More childish thoughts. A soft hitch in his moaning, his whimpering.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-18 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
"No, don't go." His voice surprised him at how needy it sounded. Even more so how he reached out to cling onto Genesis's shoulders when he pulled away to pull himself back into his love's lap. He really needed to feel him against him and even the brief distance seemed too much, but did halt at the words -- orders -- for oil.

Clovis blinked a few times to look at him in an almost pathetic manner. Dazed, he nodded slightly. The idea that he had to get up and be away from him upset him just a bit. He shook his head to clear it from those sort of silly thinking before leaning over to Genesis so that he could kiss him -- deeply instead of the chaste kisses of before. Letting out a soft sigh against those lips, he finally was able to get up off the bed.

Whenever he found the strength to stand, he was glad for it. His hands glossed over the front of the closet before he opened it. On one of the shelves on the side of the wall, he took out a small bottle of safflower oil with his hands trembling slightly. His head rested against the side of the door frame for a moment to calm, whimpering softly. "Genesis."

Setting his hand against the wall, he pushed himself off of it so that he could return to the man's side. Setting the half empty bottle in Genesis's hand, he tilted his head slightly. "I don't ... I don't quite understand..." He didn't finish as he closed his eyes, calming himself. Once more wanting to crawl on the other but resisting. We're too far apart. And bit his bottom lip instead of voicing such concerns.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"Mm, it is." His tone was still somewhat dazed, but retrieving the bottle had helped to calmed him down. To be pulled back just from his release, he wondered if he should scold Genesis just a bit, but he couldn't find the words to do so. Arms wrapped comfortably around his love's shoulders as he sat equally so on the other's lap. Clovis let out another soft sigh at being able to be close to Genesis once more that was mostly swallowed up by the kiss that he was granted.

Pulling his arms back, somewhat reluctantly so that he could move easily, Clovis started to reassure that he was not hurt before realization dawned shortly after. He closed his mouth as his face grew red. Not so much about the act itself, but to use something which he worked with to clear his mind, to ease his concerns. The act which they would do to seal their vows would do the same, but he couldn't help but think how that would change his views on painting should he use oil of the same kind in the future. Of what images would come to him.

While he thought of this, he did let out a cry at being touched once more, shivering slightly afterward from the feeling of the oil. He opened his eyes, not realizing that he had closed them, before nodding mutely. It wasn't fair for Genesis to have to do everything for them. Reaching over to take the bottle carefully from him, he did the same as shown -- breath suddenly coming out fast even if he only had the oil on his hand.

Clovis closed the bottle and set it aside so that his now free hand could touch the side of Genesis's face. He pressed his face close, whispering against his lips but not yet kissing him. "I wish I wasn't so clumsy and weak ... it's almost embarrassing to not know what to do." It help to speak so speak as he lightly rubbed the oil over the length. Whimpering and moaning softly with each stroke as though it were his own. "Please, forgive me." Because if he did not apologize now, he was unsure he would ever be able to do so.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-20 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Clovis smiled softly in turn, recognizing the teasing tone as he let out an even breath to calm. Teacher, is that right? His hand came to gently reach out to hold Genesis's arm, tightening his hold slightly which acted to comfort him a little. More very soft moans continued to slip out despite his best effort to have a hand over to quiet them. He had said to himself before that it was fine that Genesis heard them, but he found himself embarrassed by them, again.

He paused then as he realized that he had been acting rather meek and submissive. The latter which did excite him some, but the former was what probably brought Genesis so much pause with him. Yes, everyone is like this at the beginning. Still, he worried of all the talk of before that the man had spoken that he wanted to ease those concerns.

His eyes closed with the turning his head as he spread his legs more, but even with this offering -- this silent sacrifice, he thought with some adoration -- he did not know if he was being clear enough. Thought that the kisses and holding of before would help Genesis feel more at ease with him, that he would not break so easily. Even with the last of his neurotic tendencies still clinging in the back of his mind, still wanting to push the other away and apologize for being obscene, he found strength in the pure thought that he loved Genesis.

Leaning up, Clovis reached out to take hold of his love's chin to have him look at him. His expression became stern as he tried to channel a little of the pride and bravo that he had in his youth, that he used to hide all nervousness and his gentle nature. So difficult with almost having him be inside him, to be prepared. The blush did not leave, but he did do his best to appear as in control as he could.

He swallowed but remembered why he was doing this -- it was a thought that had only been a few seconds prior, after all -- and stated, "If you have any hesitation on what to do with me, I suppose that you shall have to ask so. Like 'May I, Your Highness?'" Really, he knew nothing of kinks or such thinking, but thought that if he teased and acted so to Genesis, that the other would realize how much he wanted him and what he had said before about wanting to appease, willing to do anything for him, was still (and always would be) true.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-20 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
He had thought that the man would dismiss what he said, but still be eased by them. Yet he was more than a little surprised at the response that he had received. The haughtiness faded instantly from his expression -- a soft cry slipping out instead as he released his hold on Genesis's chin to press the now curled hand against his chest. Once more lying back as he felt his face grow a little redder with words that came. Biting his bottom lip, he couldn't think of what to say.

The teasing seemed different than the romantic words of before, but he couldn't quite place how other than how it was making him feel so much warmer. He removed the hold that he had on his lips only to lightly bite the tip of his finger instead when his knees were moved. There was a tightening in his chest, but he wasn't sure as to what that was either. Even as he pulled his hands from where they were situated so that he could hold his legs as ordered. Clovis did wish to turn his head away yet again, but he worried what sort of message that would give Genesis.

Clovis cleared his throat as he felt that it was difficult to speak for a moment. Blood rushing to his face and his own arousal seeming more apparent to him. His eyes closed to steady himself as he tried once more to speak, voice coming out just a little weak. "Of course, a prince can do something like this easily." Looking up at Genesis, he licked his lips as the other had before, choosing his words carefully. Breath once more coming out a little faster than he wanted. "Then surely the lesson..." But he couldn't continue with his teasing as his eyes closed instead.

With them closed, he could speak without looking at Genesis with such longing and need. It made things easier if he couldn't see. "Isn't the lesson always that I know best instead of you, though?"

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-21 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
The grip of his legs tightened, digging his nails into delicate skin. His eyes closed, held shut, as the whimpering was turning to moans. Steadily growing louder even as he once more bit his bottom lip, even as he turned his head to bury it against the mattress. Pleasure twisting about inside him; the warmth across his skin started to feel almost too much so.

Clovis was able to open his eyes just barely, to look to Genesis as he spoke. So calm, how can...? He did release the hold of his legs, but they remained almost carefully out of the way. It was unconscious movement to spread himself wider, to try to pull Genesis deeper into himself. His hands running through his hair, tugging lightly, occasionally touching his face to cool the flushed skin.

A light shaking of his head to show that he didn't know what his loved needed. "... please, Genesis, please... I don't..."

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-21 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
"Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess. We seek it thus, and take to the sky. Ripples form on the water's surface. The wandering soul knows no rest." Clovis was mumbling to himself, the words themselves spoken in a halting and shaky manner. Loveless after all those years becoming something like a prayer to him; one to help ease all concerns, to find himself.

It didn't seem fair how he was undone by Genesis. A part of him wanted to be quiet, reserved and dignified in this moment instead of writhing about as he was. But he couldn't help his body's movements or the noises much. His hands fell over his face, covering his eyes though his mouth remained exposed. It was really childish of him to try to calm this way, but he didn't want to appear anymore embarrassing. He didn't want to shame the other in any way.

"Yes." The agreement came out as a sigh as those fingers withdrew, followed by a small nod, and ceasing the quotations for the moment. His hands lowered away from his face so that he could reach out to Genesis, feeling him so close and wanting to be the one to touch him. But his hands dropped back to grip at the sheets instead. He is...

His mouth opening slightly to want the man to kiss him, to cover up the need he was showing, but couldn't get the words out. To feel him inside, Clovis began (barely with his notice) to softly call out Genesis's name instead between the moans, which were growing steadily louder. The grip on the sheets tightening accordingly with those movements, but he found strength to release them so that he could once more reach out to him. Grabbing and tugging him close so that he could kiss Genesis deeply, still whimpering out his name against the man's lips between each time that he had to gasp for air.
Edited 2010-10-22 06:18 (UTC)

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-23 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
The tightening of his chest began, just like when he was about to confess, when he was waiting for Genesis's answer. It almost hurt to breathe as he started to pant heavily, like that would help. Clovis had never felt lust before now; he was almost overwhelmed by it mingling with his love for Genesis.

He did not know what to do with it as his hands moved to the man's back, gripping onto him. Occasionally, he would tug at him, try to pull him even closer, but end up dragging his nails down his back instead. Not hard enough to cut skin, but enough to show he continued desperation as he fought for some semblance of control. The kissing did help -- opening his mouth submissively with each one, begging to be devoured so that the feeling too would be extinguished.

"Yours." Clovis whimpered against the other's lips. "Just yours." His mouth felt dry and couldn't continue before tipping his head back once more; crying out his name. My reason for being. Still, the sound of his own voice as such surprised him. It gave him a little sense to lean forward, moving his head to the other's neck, burying his mouth against it to cover up his noises once more.

His hips rose in turn, thrusting back against Genesis's own. His eyes closed tight, savoring the feeling of when they were pressed against him, before opening them to look toward his love when he pulled away to move again. Really, he knew that he would soon be undone once more.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-23 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Clovis's grip on Genesis tightened in turn, pulling himself as close as he could to him. Needing to feel his skin over his own as much as possible, wanting to drown in that heat. Feeling already dizzy from everything already. The startled gasp could not be halted in escaping from hearing those words. It brought him a little back out of the haze that he had found himself in.

His mouth suddenly feeling dry as his own movements began to quicken just a little more in anticipation, in want. He wanted to say something -- some form of acceptance or declaration of love -- but found that his words were once more stolen from him. Those burning feelings within his chest burned through his entire body warming and driving him closer to his own release.

It did give him a sense of solace and safety to be so close to Genesis. His eyes widening, he buried his face into the crook of the man's neck where it met shoulder. Without thinking, he bit into the skin, yet still unable to find any reprieve to his cries, only muffling them slightly. The rush of his own climax took him, stilling his motions even though he felt somewhere in his haze that he still wanted to move. Nails digging deep into his love's back, leaving a few marks, before he finally loosened his grip.
Edited 2010-10-24 03:19 (UTC)

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-24 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
Clovis allowed his hands to be moved, tightening his hold onto Genesis's hands weakly. He still felt so warm, but his body was tired. It was a nice sort of feeling to have. His mouth opened so that he could remove it from Genesis's shoulder, already gone slack after his release. He blinked a few times, almost too dazed from what had happened, before noticing the mark which he had left on him. While he didn't draw blood, he did leave something that he thought would bruise.

A soft cry of distress before laying a few kisses over the bite, drawing his tongue over it to ease whatever pain might be there, before looking to the man. His breathing had not actually evened out just yet, still coming out in bursts. He swallowed a few times before he found he was able to speak. "I'm sorry. Did that hurt?"

He pressed his face close to Genesis as before, nuzzling he side of his face. "I gave into such, I did not realize that I had something of that sort in me." Years of being repressed, he simply was surprised at himself. There was indeed a part of him that wanted to pull away to cover his face and just wallow in the shame of giving into such desires and lust -- continue to beg until he was forgiven for his impropriety. Yet he somehow was able to keep himself from doing so.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-24 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
He was just a little surprised to suddenly be on top of Genesis. The flushing had just started to fade before his face once more brightened. Clovis wondered if Genesis merely liked the shades that his skin could change, but the thought left him when the other pulled out. His body trembled slightly, missing him already. He rested pulled his hands back so that he could rest his chin on top of them as he stared down at him.

"I'm so glad that I did not bring you any sort of pain." Clovis could feel the last of his niggling neurotic behavior fade away -- how it could it remain in the light of everything that he done. He looked away for a moment, letting his gaze slip off to the rumpled sheets, and pressed his lips together. "My teacher does know so much more than I." He returned to what he believed teasing during, happy to be able to finally be able to speak calmly.

"Yes, you are mine, too." Moving his hands back, he rested his head down onto Genesis's chest to listen to his heart as his hands laid underneath his chin. Curling in against him, he was allowing exhaustion to take hold of him so that he could sleep. Clovis smiled to himself against the skin. "This is how I dreamed of us. Resting like this." His head moved a bit to get just a little more comfortable. "I feel so safe and loved."