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Genesis Rhapsodos ([personal profile] recitings) wrote2010-09-18 03:55 pm
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[SC] Ten Years Ahead [Genesis + Clovis]

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice


It had been about a year or so since Genesis disappeared with Vergil. Genesis couldn't tell. He had stopped watching the time since his Meister had gone away from him. With a mission ending in failure, he couldn't bring himself to return to Shibusen, seeing that it was a losing battle.

Yet, he did see Vergil while he roamed. And it was then he decided that it was time to see what he could do in the war once more.

He thought about who to see first there on the other side. He didn't want to see Date again just yet as it wasn't sure if he was really going to contribute to the battle on Shibusen's side once more. Near, to him, was a little more like a business partner than a trusted friend most of the time. Which... perhaps left only one person.

Clovis.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-05 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"Let you." His hand came to rest over his cravat, tugging at the material slightly. He had just said that he would be willing to let him do anything. Clovis allowed his gaze to slip away so that he could lightly bit on the tip of one of his fingers, nervously.

Lowering his hand, he did realize how foolish that he was being. Someone his age being this silly about wanting to show himself to the person that he loved. His head gave a slight shake at his own behavior. "Of course. I was able to see you naked and able to see you while you slept. It doesn't seem fair that only I'm allowed those visions."

Reaching his hand out to touch the side of Genesis's face, he smiled softly. "Those sort of things you should show to the one that you love, right? I cannot say that I love you then not show you every part of myself. It would mean that I didn't really mean everything that I said."

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
The immediate reaction was to raise his hand to stop Genesis from removing the cravat, but he was able to stop himself from pulling away. Having such things ingrained in his mind, it was difficult to remove even after everything that he said. How many times will I think so? Isn't it something of an excuse? His fingers glossed the top of Genesis's hand before dropping down to his side. Not wanting to get in the way with his any sort of fidgeting.

He was very egotistical about his looks, and still had something of an ego when it came to such things. But that was his face above all else. To think too much on his own naked skin seemed to also be just a little too obscene for the prince. It was almost comforting to have Genesis stare into his eyes, then. Even though as each button was undone, his gaze would slip off to the side and lips pressed together softly, before returning to looking at him. The same love as before was still present in his eyes, but also just a little bit of unease.

However, the smile that he was given; it warmed his heart and eased his concerns. His arms did rise yet again so that he could embrace him, but halted once more when the touch was felt on his neck. He closed his eyes as he leaned slightly into the hand; his pulse quickening slightly. Even more when the kiss was placed. His own hands hung in the air before he set them slightly on Genesis's shoulders -- trembling slightly. Drawing them close so that he could gently touch the man's neck, letting his fingers spread and reach back to play with the back of his hair.

Like before his hands stilled at the kisses. His mouth opening to help himself breathe as it seemed to become difficult otherwise. Hands leaving the light hold of Genesis's neck to cling onto the back of his shirt instead. He blinked a few times as it did take him a moment to recognize his desire beginning. Clovis let out a very soft noise as his grip changed yet again so that he could lightly shove himself back on the bed. One arm set between his legs as he looked away from Genesis.

"S-Simply," He could not take the trembling out of his voice, "from you kissing me beneath my clothes. It seems just a little shameful of me. My apologies."

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-09 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
As he laid on his back, he tried to calm his own heart. His eyes closed as one hand had gone to start to tug at his clothes in a nervous manner, like he would get dressed once again. So terrible shameful of me. He could feel the heat across his face almost as prominent as the one that his hand was hiding from sight. Embarrassment or actual feelings of now just marginally repressed lust, he was not sure.

Clovis made a soft sound when Genesis came to him again. His mouth opened to once more apologize before catching sight of his skin. It was enough to give pause this time as he turned his head away, hand returning so that he could lightly bite on the tips of his fingers nervously. But both hands were soon pulled away from their respective places and held down against the mattress. "Genesis." He lightly called his name now, but did not struggle.

Eyes that had first opened in surprise at his legs being parted, but closing soon after. Not sure if this time it was in shame that Genesis could feel him as it was more that the pressure and feeling was enough for him to lean almost hesitantly into it. As before with the smile, he felt consoled by the kiss that he was given. Finally opening his eyes to look up at him and smiled softly in turn. His hands would just get in the way with his fidgeting and wish to cover himself still imprinted on his mind -- and to feel Genesis's hand against both wrists was more comforting than troubling. Because he won't hurt me.

"No." Turning his head away, yet again, even if he had nowhere else to look save the sheets. "I could never." Even as his body lightly rubbed against the other's thigh, he continued to shake his head. "It just was not something princes were supposed to do, right?"

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-09 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
"It does sound romantic." He smiled softly, even as his eyes remained closed. Still blushing, he wondered if the heat would fade from his face. Even as he leaned more into Genesis's touch, trying to follow him, to be closer to him. Even though it caused his own desire to continue to rise. Clovis did want to turn his head away, even as he could feel it pressed against the other's thigh still, and would not be able to easily escape from it.

Still, when his hands were released, he reached out for Genesis. He lightly touched either side of his face once more, lovingly, carefully. "Then, would you hate me terribly if I thought of it as the same sort of situation between us?" His heart suddenly felt just as full and painful as before when he first confessed his feelings. Like it would break at any moment should the wrong thing be said.

"That may be asking so much even after I just confessed myself to you," Clovis started, nervous yet again. "But I'd only like to be with you, if I am to be with anyone."

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-10 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
There was a moment -- a flash of his bratty self -- that would say that he would hope that no one else got this sort of attention from Genesis, but his rational mind said that saying such things was just foolish. Not everyone saves themselves as I have, because I could not look at these sort of thoughts. Clovis wondered if he was warming up to them, because he already was tying them in so nicely with ideas of romance and the like.

Still, he did feel that he would once more cry. As embarrassing as almost the shade of his skin was, he felt just so relieved about many things. Genesis really loved him, would really stay with him -- no, would be with him forever. Clovis lightly laughed to himself and shook his head as he decided to share these thoughts with him. "I just thinking that I would love that you would stay with me, forever. As silly as such a thing to say."

Still his hands held onto Genesis's tightly. "You said if I was uneasy, I could hold onto you, and so I do so. With these words that I hope will keep us together." Not quite a real wedding, if only in his head, but he liked it all the same.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-13 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
"Can they be?"

The red was slowly fading from his face as he did start to feel warm only from his feelings for Genesis instead. Clovis lightly shook his head at how silly he was becoming over all the thoughts -- enough that he felt that he could become a little drunk over them. His eyes closed at the kiss over his heart, smiling softly to himself, as he tightened his hold on the other's a little more. I love you. I really love you.

"You can make vows for us, as well." He didn't want to be the one to force Genesis to agree to everything. The prince wanted to hear everything that his love wanted to say, wanted him to do as well. Even though he was lying as he was, still needy, but having ignored something of that nature for well over twenty years, it was almost too easy to continue to do so. Love and the pleasing of the one he loved, as he saw it, would always be far more important.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-14 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
His hands rose to place them lightly over Genesis's, gently stroking the tops of his knuckles as he listened to him speak. He did blink a few times at the comments of madness -- he stopped to set his hands to lightly hold onto the other's wrists, comforting, but not interrupting. Clovis did lightly shake his head at the addition of Genesis doing anything to him that would hurt; only smiling kindly in turn that nothing that is being done is something that he does not want. He thought that Genesis was being too hard on himself and saw him just as pure as the man saw himself. They were promised to each other and naturally wish to be with one another.

You will always bring me that peace. He did open his mouth to say as much but was silenced before he even was given the kiss. Silenced from once more hearing those words. It was really very troublesome that he once more felt like crying. Such a weak response to everything that was said to him. Even more troublesome that his heart -- that heaviness felt -- still had yet to fade away. I really don't understand it. The feeling of being silenced from feeling so much, and closing his eyes shortly after the chaste kiss was felt, once more tears sliding out.

The hold on Genesis's wrists tightened before letting go so that he could cling onto his neck instead. His kisses in return were chaste, soft, but would deepen slightly after each one. Wanting to ensure that his own words, the ones that he couldn't say to Genesis, were able to be transferred a little in his actions. Even though, he knew that he said so much before, and it was strange to be silenced so easily now.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-16 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
His eyes closed slightly as his mouth opened to let out a soft sigh, even tipping his chin just a little so to help Genesis. He really did feel his heart speed up once more and wondered if he could become dizzy over such things as well. His hands rising to lightly setting on his shoulders, holding them, even as his eyes did open a little in confusion -- like he had forgotten what it was they were doing -- at the touch on his hip.

A soft humming noise even as his hips rose to press a little more against those fingers. "But, I've been selfish to you for so long." Not quite understanding, but thinking that only he would be satisfied and that wouldn't be proper. That wouldn't be right to do to the one that he loved. His fingers went to run through Genesis's hair, as his blush returned, as his breathing increased. "I want to please you for once. Beyond the words and peace that you say that I give you. I don't know how and wish only for instruction."

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-16 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
"Mm. Of course." His hands gently returned to Genesis's shoulders to lightly push him away so that he could do so. Yet his body wanted to follow with him, to cling to him. Before he pulled far enough away so that he could easily undress, he did do the same courtesy to Genesis. Press a deep kiss upon the man's neck and heart, before looking up to smile fondly at him.

His hands glossed over the last bit of his clothing. He did look away as he unbuttoned and zipped down his pants carefully -- eyes widening a little as the material rubbed over his arousal in the process. His lips did press together to let a soft noise be silenced. The rest came off easily, even as he flinched slightly at the sounds of his boots hitting the floor. Such an obscene noise, he felt. But he had lost hold of them as soon as they were off.

Of course, there was still the slight reflex of wanting to cover himself up as soon as he was exposed, even as he laid back comfortably. But somehow, he was able to keep his hands from doing so and reached up to touch Genesis's face, again. It was a little embarrassing, but for someone who was so used to giving orders in his youth, so used to always having his way, it was somewhat exciting to be able to ask such things of someone else. His desire certainly enjoyed feeding off these little thoughts; his skin warming just a little more, as his voice became a little more needy. The first real thoughts of such nature. He wondered if the thoughts that he was having were normal or not, but felt just a little too nervous yet to ask.

"Now what should I do?"

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-16 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)
These sort of thoughts. One hand did come to rest over his mouth yet did not press hard against his lips even as he made soft noises in response to those kisses. Each time he felt the breath against the inside of his palm, he blushed just a little. But this is my love for Genesis, as well. There is no reason to be ashamed of it. His eyes closed as he lightly pulled his hand away from his where it rested.

"Of course." His head gave a little tilt as he smiled still. Of course, his eyes did widen just a little when he heard the last of the barriers between them fall. Mm. That is true. He looked up at Genesis then as his heart continued to feel the same warmth and weight as before. "I really just want to please you in any way I can. That is what I would like most of all." It was such a surprise to be able to say such words without feeling like they would tremble or be mumbled in his nervousness.

That is the strength that Genesis grants me. Naturally, his smile widened just a little, coyly at his own admiration and worship for the man.

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-16 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
"Mm. I will." Clovis nodded mutely at first. His mouth opened as a soft sound that sounded vaguely confused slipped out, and rose his hand automatically to stifle any other noises. He was able only to redirect so that he could touch either side of Genesis's face, never getting tired of feeling it, of feeling just a little braver in doing so.

Of course, his arms quickly went to wrap around the man's shoulders. He brought himself up close to rest his forehead against the other's, moaning in a way that he thought was actually quite pathetic as his hips thrust into Genesis's hand, rubbing more against him in the process. Clovis did try to keep his eyes open to look fondly at him, but found that he couldn't.

It's all right. It's all right. Telling such to the neurotic thoughts that almost wanted to pull away and apologize for being so shameful. It's all right to show this side to him, right? "Genesis."

[identity profile] justsopretty.livejournal.com 2010-10-17 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
"But I..." Clovis couldn't finish what it was that he wanted to say as he softly tried to tell Genesis that he couldn't stop thinking. His mind constantly reminding him of how good everything felt, repeating the man's words of before specifically those specific three. He really could feel his love with each touch and kiss.

Pressing his lips together, he did try to quiet his moaning just a little. It didn't help much as he lost hold of his bottom lip with his teeth at the command. I always want you. The prince took a moment realizing that he hadn't said that aloud, still moaning and whimpering rather than making real words. "Yes, I want you ... I've always wanted you."

It wasn't a lie. It wasn't just to appease. His arms tightened a little more around Genesis's shoulders, tipping his head back just a little more. "Do ... do I? I..." He shook his head a little as he tried to talk to him properly, like he could. How can Genesis--?